Let It Go

It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise.

Let us learn to show our friendship for a man when he is alive and not after he is dead.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is

exactly the one making you cry?

Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."

Hold a true friend with both your hands

Friendship needs no words.......

BE HAPPY!!!

Over......

Superb moody today!!!!! >.<......... But at least I did have my fake smile and happy show on my face feature. Yippie!!!

I noticed that I kinda cheapo duh, I always do alot for friends and never protect for myself being getting hurt. After so many years and incidents, I am still the same old me! I am trying to move on and on, not gonna stop down because I realized that I am just a FOOL!! Sad case but.... Kinda confusing!!!!

"Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose"

Probally I made a wrong or right? I don't know, I just dun wish to care anymore to handle it anymore.

Somehow, I think it's OVER..........

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?

Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes it difficult.

I shall just have my fun and enjoy now!!!! Drink Drank Drunk!!!!!....... Scandals come on! Hahahaha...

Bye bloggie!!! See ya soon!! Muahxxxxx.... Hehehe......

Morning Blue....

Good Morning bloggie!!!!!!!

I am again kinda disappointed with my own friend somehow, I just put on too much feelings for my friend and love them like gold. End up as usual.....................

Maybe that's my own thoughts of it only, I care for them but they don't care for me.

A lot of people will just walk pass by you a few times but still never become your friends. We had use a second to meet a minute to understand each other but I still will never forget you as my friend.

Maybe I am just an outsider that couldnt understand the relationship.

Relationship actually define as those closely involved cannot see as clearly as those outside? Or, Closely involved can see clearer as those outsider?

I think I shall not give any comment to my bestie anymore. As I said, want them to be happy but not sad. I don't wish to see my bestie would be in this condition,

Crap!!!

What if a relationship after an expiry date> What will happen??

For me, love is just a habit I think. Just like enjoying couple of cups of wine, it just taste nice for the first of it. After 3rd or 4th, you will just get bored of it. As well, starting drinking liquor you will just feel like burning flame but after a long while, the flame will just disappear. Everything is just a habit, its just like wearing our outfits. Even the color fade away,we will still accept it naturally without any complaints. Is just so easy I think!!! Crap crap!!!!!!

When love changes to habit, it will just be easy as ABC. Your partner will never appreciate what you did for him/her and never have a thought for you anymore. At this time, should we consider the future?

Again!!!

My extremely sadness now!!!!

Long Last!!!!

Ouch..... After a year I havent visited my blog and update it!! What a lazy bum2 of me! haha..

Darling blog, SO SORRY!!!! >.<........ Let's HTHT now!!!...

For the past 1 year and 3 months+, lotsa of happiness - sadness going on throughout the days. As usual, life full with ups and downs. As well, I did grew up, stronger and matured through all the incidents. I realized that my family will always be mine most strongest wall to protect me from getting hurt deeply. Also, my besties - You know who you are babies!!!..

1st bestie - She was seriously one of my forever friend. She did not gave up on me, believe me like how I did to her. We smiled, we laughed, we cried, we crazy, we hiao-ed and lotsa stuff we did together and now we are still bestie. I really love you so much and much!!!!! Muahxxxx.....

2nd bestie - He? Seriously, I did not even dreamed of having him as my so bestie and buddy/sista!! He's so fun and adorable also loving as well to his family, lover and friends. I truly heart him so much till I even got guilty when had an arguement with his lover. Nah, somehow I think he's stupid or over possessive? Different opinions I guess but I still support with his decision. What I want from him is just a smile and nerdy and retarded look always!!!! SO CUTE!!! LOL...... I hope the gals outside could just appreciate him and love him, not to just take him for any granted like he really owe you gals!! He could just sacrifice every single thing to make his lover a smile or even force himself to do something unwillingly just to coax his lover. Sometime, I do really pity and deeply hurt when he do so. I really feel like slapping him or just never care for him for a bestie anymore. Always when I see him this way I just wanna be a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix a broken heart.

Dear besties,

If you darlings happen to see this remember this in your mind and heart :

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

Seriously I meant nothing, what I want from you is just HAPPY but not SAD!!!!!!!!

Muahxxxxx

Heart muchie muchie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel much better now after typing here all I want!!!!!!! I love you bloggie! muahxxxxx

See ya soon!!! XoXo!!!

After a month~~~

About a month i havent wrote any duh!!!lol...damn lazy bum bum meee....what hav i been doing this whole month??let me see!!!lol..mid-terms...mid-term break!!!!...assignments!!!!...duh duh..tonnes of stuff suffocating me to death sumtime i feel!!!...after the sem break and on sem break itself i felt so so so uncomfortable!!why duh??mayb i m too free or everything is in the middle??...i really duno!!!sumting missing out noww!!!!....honestly figuring for so long i still cant think of what i m missing!!!!...yeah mayb cuz of "that" but its jst a pass duh!!!lol...eventhough now...."that" is fading away slowly everyday but it seems cant be faded too!!!...duh..confusing!!!even clarissa feeling it!!!..duh x wonder we are besties!!!..our nat nat,again another 'blossom flower'...wonder when only she make up her mind!!lol.....bluek......on my sem break i was sick duh!!sad case!!i cant go out with huikit,lex,and lou yeh!!!...sad sad..lou yeh complaint that they arent a gud clubber and its so boring that day!!lol lol...........if i were lou yeh i hav ad kick them aside and rush to the dance pool!!!lol lol..bluek...hahaha...now i m so awake,i jst cant slp i duno why...i duno why!!!....God of bed...can u make me slp now??i reli wanna wanna pass my days easily and fast!!i m getting frustrated with this moment of life now!!lol..haih!!....damn crapping this whole post!!...jst to write what i feel now!!!...sowie baby blog!!muaxx...now i m chatting with lex,he is so moody...duh dude dun be moody..if others think that u r an extra item..dun wry...for me u arent ONE!!!...u are such a gud fren of mine!!so dun think so much duh!!!erm k laa..wanna go watch my drama and tmr having fucking early morning cls FILM STUDIES!!damn annoying!!!........muaxxxxx.......