Saturday, March 19, 2011

Long Last!!!!

Ouch..... After a year I havent visited my blog and update it!! What a lazy bum2 of me! haha..

Darling blog, SO SORRY!!!! >.<........ Let's HTHT now!!!...

For the past 1 year and 3 months+, lotsa of happiness - sadness going on throughout the days. As usual, life full with ups and downs. As well, I did grew up, stronger and matured through all the incidents. I realized that my family will always be mine most strongest wall to protect me from getting hurt deeply. Also, my besties - You know who you are babies!!!..

1st bestie - She was seriously one of my forever friend. She did not gave up on me, believe me like how I did to her. We smiled, we laughed, we cried, we crazy, we hiao-ed and lotsa stuff we did together and now we are still bestie. I really love you so much and much!!!!! Muahxxxx.....

2nd bestie - He? Seriously, I did not even dreamed of having him as my so bestie and buddy/sista!! He's so fun and adorable also loving as well to his family, lover and friends. I truly heart him so much till I even got guilty when had an arguement with his lover. Nah, somehow I think he's stupid or over possessive? Different opinions I guess but I still support with his decision. What I want from him is just a smile and nerdy and retarded look always!!!! SO CUTE!!! LOL...... I hope the gals outside could just appreciate him and love him, not to just take him for any granted like he really owe you gals!! He could just sacrifice every single thing to make his lover a smile or even force himself to do something unwillingly just to coax his lover. Sometime, I do really pity and deeply hurt when he do so. I really feel like slapping him or just never care for him for a bestie anymore. Always when I see him this way I just wanna be a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix a broken heart.

Dear besties,

If you darlings happen to see this remember this in your mind and heart :

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

Seriously I meant nothing, what I want from you is just HAPPY but not SAD!!!!!!!!

Muahxxxxx

Heart muchie muchie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I feel much better now after typing here all I want!!!!!!! I love you bloggie! muahxxxxx

See ya soon!!! XoXo!!!

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