Fall Apart

Why had life been so hard? Can't it be smooth as a baby skin? I really feel like giving up all these shit rules and regulation of life sometime just to forget everything and live a new happily life ever! But there's no such thing, how to face it? Seriously I had face too much, can't it stop at least a period? I just feel like giving up the life... Must I had so many of trespasses going thru??? I don't know how much I can take it. Seriously... I wish I wasn't in this world at this moment... I hope I can overcome all these periods....