Reason and Place

Been awhile had not posted any. Recently this been the differences I had seen between both parties. And somehow I do agree.

Why do this appear? Lust, Conveniences? No idea! There might be the minority.

I define woman as a reason and man as a place.

5.41am

Goshhhhh... I'm still awake at this time!!! I slept like so many hours for my holiday!!!! Damn.. Gonna look darn sexay!!!!.... Hahahaha...... I shall talk about my new work place then.

New office was cool and fun but still tensed up also lotsa work to be finish up. But my colleagues are all so funny and cute.

1st - Fione aka Lao Zha Bo ( Old women )

2nd - Chee Kai aka Chicken ( Hottest in the office - He gonna get superb high if he sees this )

3rd - Danny aka HamSap King ( Obscene King- Long last I found my partner. Hahah )

4th - Chryz aka HQ ( Hormone Queen - Dont mess up with her when her hormones gone turnover. hahaha)

5th - Niyan aka The Nun ( Superb religious and 1st ever designer I had ever seen being so CLOSE UP. haha)

6th - KC aka Mr. Dont Know ( Cute like a penguin. haha )

7th - Jonney aka Encyclopedia ( He knows everything especially China History. hahaha )

8th - Kar Kit aka Mr. HP ( I see him full with HP & Panasonic job only .. haha )

9th - Ivy aka Fei Fei ( Colleague of ours who left . Sobz )

They are just so cute that really makes me smile also angry sometime! hahahaha....

Awww........... Shall just get ready and work again!!! Nite peeps! Muahxxx....

I never really tried to be positive I'm too damn busy being negative

We're all so busy trying to get ahead
God a pillow of fears when we go to bed
We're never satisfied
The grass is greener on the other side
We get distracted with our jealousy
Forget it's in our hands to stop the agony
Will you ever be content
On your side of the fence?

My life is so cool
Oh yea from the different point of view

Maybe you're the guy who needs a second chance
Maybe you're the girl who's never asked to dance
Maybe you're a lonely soul
A single mother scared and all alone
Gotta remember we live what we choose
It's not what you say it's what you do
And the life you want
Is the life you have to make

Mother of Nature

Another hit on Japan again!!! Please pray for Japan and keep sending positive energy to them! We're from the same ancestor!! We belong to the yellow skin family! Help them!! Even whatsoever skin we shall too save them because we're one family from the Earth that God created us!! Takia!!!! Keep our finger cross together and pray for stopping the natural disaster!!

Let's Do It!!!

She turns her cants into cans and her dream into plans.

Nothing is Impossible, the word itself says I'M POSSIBLE -

Proven!! All the hot star are just normal like us or worst but after their hard work efforts putting into their life and career!! And now, they're somebody today!!! So peeps!! Lets fight for what we want!!!!

Tonight.. Imma love it!

"Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we’re here we should dance"

Being a sex symbol has to do with an attitude, not looks. Most men think it's looks, most women know otherwise

Happy Birthday Pak Maggie

Happy 24th Birthday, you might not get to see this or receive any from me because somehow you know why.. Have a great and blast one with your darling!!!! Good luck in everything and also your future. Muahxxxx Bestie in Heart forever . Love ya muchie....

Mumba!!!

Oppsss...... hungry but dont know what to makan wuey!!!!!! damn!! Suddenly miss this bestie for accompanying for meals for the past weeks! hahahaah.... Btw, still endless speechless siot! Anyway, Happy 24th Birthday!!!!!!!! You might not see it but still, I will still remember in my heart till the day I leave this world!!! Okay sound crappie but still.... bestie are still forever bestie!

Uncle Du!!!!! You're so cute and sesat wuey as I can define you! hahaha... Never knew we could be friend again after so long!!! And you really forget everything ke? I still remember so well! hahahahaha...... I will rmb ur KNS! hahahahaha... Like our prime minister thingy.. RAHMAN! hahahahaha....... Hang out soon bum bum!!! hahaha...

Another suei por!! Aunty 33!!! hahahaha...... Never ever thought of will be talking to you!!! hahaha... Dont worry!! U keep mine secret I keep urs!! hahaha bluek!!!!!... Define her as some Aunty superb duper Bimbo like me!! But we gbs produce good products and skillful ppl like us! ahahahaha... True rite? hahaha

What to do on a Sunday now?? Bored Bored!! Aunty 33!! Fazt fazt come wuey! hahahah LOL...

Thank God!

Thank God I have a friend of mine that we do have hard feelings last time and now we are again friends!!! Thank you for accompanying till morning as I cant sleep!!!!!

Appreciated it!!! We knew each other like for more than 5 years, hard feelings for almost 3 years! And now we're friends again!!! Hope we can be some crazy bestie!! As I had just lost 1, so I hope he can replace my this bestie placing! To at least I won't think much, weird but hell yeah!! I need time and time!!!!!!! Monday is my fighting day for future! I promise myself and not gonna let anything bring me down down down!!! 5 music company!!! I am coming to 1 of you!!!! I dont care, gonna sacrifice anything to get into it!!!!

New bestie - good luck in your relationship!!!!!!!! and stop being blur and blur!!! awake awake!!!

Old bestie - good luck in everything!!! As I said, we might not talk or what! But in our heart, we are still frens! Bye....

Time to get prepare and get ready for my new day!!!!

Muahxxxxx

Reach...

Cousin just came over to pass me something that I had bought from her for some people birthday. But I had decided to sell it to some other people as I am asking now......

So nice right??? I also heart pain wanna sell it away but still I rather sell it away than putting in my house and remember something I don't like!!

Its 25th!!!!!!!........ Stand up! Berdiri!!!!!!! Muahxxxxx....

Under Rain...

I had walked under the rain for fucking 2 hours today just to search for my bestie. I'm seriously fucking stupid. Why am I doing so many stuff for my bestie???? Somehow maybe I felt guilty, so I am just mending maybe. Luckily I had check with the guard CCTV, and I just walked back lonely. Thank you Security btw for letting to go through the CCTV for an hour. Appreciate it.

Sorry anyway today.

Eyes pain and body aching!!! The results for being stupid anyway!!!

I hate myself, I totally DISLIKE & HATE!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!

Let It Go

It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise.

Let us learn to show our friendship for a man when he is alive and not after he is dead.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is

exactly the one making you cry?

Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."

Hold a true friend with both your hands

Friendship needs no words.......

BE HAPPY!!!

Over......

Superb moody today!!!!! >.<......... But at least I did have my fake smile and happy show on my face feature. Yippie!!!

I noticed that I kinda cheapo duh, I always do alot for friends and never protect for myself being getting hurt. After so many years and incidents, I am still the same old me! I am trying to move on and on, not gonna stop down because I realized that I am just a FOOL!! Sad case but.... Kinda confusing!!!!

"Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose"

Probally I made a wrong or right? I don't know, I just dun wish to care anymore to handle it anymore.

Somehow, I think it's OVER..........

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?

Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes it difficult.

I shall just have my fun and enjoy now!!!! Drink Drank Drunk!!!!!....... Scandals come on! Hahahaha...

Bye bloggie!!! See ya soon!! Muahxxxxx.... Hehehe......

Morning Blue....

Good Morning bloggie!!!!!!!

I am again kinda disappointed with my own friend somehow, I just put on too much feelings for my friend and love them like gold. End up as usual.....................

Maybe that's my own thoughts of it only, I care for them but they don't care for me.

A lot of people will just walk pass by you a few times but still never become your friends. We had use a second to meet a minute to understand each other but I still will never forget you as my friend.

Maybe I am just an outsider that couldnt understand the relationship.

Relationship actually define as those closely involved cannot see as clearly as those outside? Or, Closely involved can see clearer as those outsider?

I think I shall not give any comment to my bestie anymore. As I said, want them to be happy but not sad. I don't wish to see my bestie would be in this condition,

Crap!!!

What if a relationship after an expiry date> What will happen??

For me, love is just a habit I think. Just like enjoying couple of cups of wine, it just taste nice for the first of it. After 3rd or 4th, you will just get bored of it. As well, starting drinking liquor you will just feel like burning flame but after a long while, the flame will just disappear. Everything is just a habit, its just like wearing our outfits. Even the color fade away,we will still accept it naturally without any complaints. Is just so easy I think!!! Crap crap!!!!!!

When love changes to habit, it will just be easy as ABC. Your partner will never appreciate what you did for him/her and never have a thought for you anymore. At this time, should we consider the future?

Again!!!

My extremely sadness now!!!!

Long Last!!!!

Ouch..... After a year I havent visited my blog and update it!! What a lazy bum2 of me! haha..

Darling blog, SO SORRY!!!! >.<........ Let's HTHT now!!!...

For the past 1 year and 3 months+, lotsa of happiness - sadness going on throughout the days. As usual, life full with ups and downs. As well, I did grew up, stronger and matured through all the incidents. I realized that my family will always be mine most strongest wall to protect me from getting hurt deeply. Also, my besties - You know who you are babies!!!..

1st bestie - She was seriously one of my forever friend. She did not gave up on me, believe me like how I did to her. We smiled, we laughed, we cried, we crazy, we hiao-ed and lotsa stuff we did together and now we are still bestie. I really love you so much and much!!!!! Muahxxxx.....

2nd bestie - He? Seriously, I did not even dreamed of having him as my so bestie and buddy/sista!! He's so fun and adorable also loving as well to his family, lover and friends. I truly heart him so much till I even got guilty when had an arguement with his lover. Nah, somehow I think he's stupid or over possessive? Different opinions I guess but I still support with his decision. What I want from him is just a smile and nerdy and retarded look always!!!! SO CUTE!!! LOL...... I hope the gals outside could just appreciate him and love him, not to just take him for any granted like he really owe you gals!! He could just sacrifice every single thing to make his lover a smile or even force himself to do something unwillingly just to coax his lover. Sometime, I do really pity and deeply hurt when he do so. I really feel like slapping him or just never care for him for a bestie anymore. Always when I see him this way I just wanna be a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix a broken heart.

Dear besties,

If you darlings happen to see this remember this in your mind and heart :

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

Seriously I meant nothing, what I want from you is just HAPPY but not SAD!!!!!!!!

Muahxxxxx

Heart muchie muchie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel much better now after typing here all I want!!!!!!! I love you bloggie! muahxxxxx

See ya soon!!! XoXo!!!