Wowwwwwwwwww....finally i m back after...shit...maths suxx....lol lol...oct , nov , dec , jan , feb , march & april....7 months damn!!!!lol lol..i m so fucking lazy..lol lol lol...ok...these 7 months...seriously...alot of things happen....family,love,friends & studies!!!its like all jst a dream btw!!!damn!!lol lol lol......friends??damnnn....this 7 months....old frens leaved and new frens came...college frens...duh....1st gand and 2nd gang fail!!!3rd gang now...dora,cla,jin jin,dom dom & iza...damn...they are so cute!!!!lol lol lol.......yeah cant b deny we do hav some diff opinion on assignments but if we do really communicate it does helps alot btw...seriouslly..communication plays and important role in everything...so this is why i m in MASS COMM!!lol lol......but iza left us back in college,cuz she hav this conflict with lecturer's & college so she decide to quit.gud luck babe!!!!miss ya....lol lol....love???damn...dora and dom dom couple....jin has his own gf at PD!!!...left onlt me and cla!!but being single we are proud of it btw!!lol lol lol....duh...jst dun feel lik looking for one now after the previous..its like...dreams will always be a dreams...forget it baa!!!its takes a long time to forget but still....trying now to forget!!lol lol lol.....hey baby blog,i noe u will b ther for me owes to let crap all my stuff here whenever i m sad and hardworking!!!lol lol...muaxxx....ok family,crappy....still otw to build a relationship with them but its like ther is owes a gls between us..but i will still try...they are owes ther for me especially mummy although she is kinda "r&b" aka grumbble alot but she is so so so nice..lol lol...i wonder if she is an r&b artist she would defeat neyo all!!!lol lol..crappy!!..lol lol..studiess..damnn...fail and pass..as usual...but of cuz pass subjects are the majority not the minority!!!lol lol lol.....taking 6 sub this sem......film,mp,cb,pr,advs &cs!!!lol lol...cool subject!!!...its tiring but i think i can cope up btw!!lol lol..muaxxx...Days Without You
-DAY 1-
House its like a shell now , turning around in the night on my bed .
Mind been messed up , mood swingy around and round .
Start to miss you again and again , reflecting our songs .
Pictures of ours floating on my mind .
Decision between black & white , its so hard to decide leave or stay .
Our memories became a thick novel .
Without you my life been messed up and I'm lost .
Facing it alone , without anyone .
Tears rolls down into the coffee and tasted so bitter like medicine , letting me suffered .
Facing it alone , loneliness .
Even there's a wall behind , I'll also feel insecure now .
If you did not appeared , without our so called 'MEMORIES' .
Even today now I'm having tug war single handed , I wont feel difficult .
*will i forget you in 30 days time?*
